Saturday, August 16, 2008
someone. just someone will do.
sarah is feeling very depressed :(
maybe i got used, maybe i'm just too dumb, maybe i'm just not good for them.
I seriously don't know whats wrong, but i can't stand it. I need someone for me to break down, i need someone to be there for me. Up till' now, i still don't have any best friends. Maybe they took me for granted. I dont know...
I thought she was gonna be my best friend for life, i thought she was going to be there for me. But it's just.. Untrue. No one has even been there for me when i needed someone.
Maybe there's something wrong.. With me? Another one has appeared, but i don't think she EVERED care. The saying "when the world walks out on you, a friend walks in". I don't really agree, or maybe i'm just super unlucky.. A friend just walks in for THE TIME BEING. No friend will stay with you forever.. Unless you're ultra lucky.
Perhaps.. some just take me for granted.. I don't want to bottle up my feelings, i don't want to break down, i don't want him, i just need......one special friend.
maybe i got used, maybe i'm just too dumb, maybe i'm just not good for them.
I seriously don't know whats wrong, but i can't stand it. I need someone for me to break down, i need someone to be there for me. Up till' now, i still don't have any best friends. Maybe they took me for granted. I dont know...
I thought she was gonna be my best friend for life, i thought she was going to be there for me. But it's just.. Untrue. No one has even been there for me when i needed someone.
Maybe there's something wrong.. With me? Another one has appeared, but i don't think she EVERED care. The saying "when the world walks out on you, a friend walks in". I don't really agree, or maybe i'm just super unlucky.. A friend just walks in for THE TIME BEING. No friend will stay with you forever.. Unless you're ultra lucky.
Perhaps.. some just take me for granted.. I don't want to bottle up my feelings, i don't want to break down, i don't want him, i just need......one special friend.
date: 5 Jan, 4.01pm.
drinking: cola.
eating: nothing.
mood: good.
listening: Circus - Britney Spears.
reading: breaking dawn.
random: oh sh!t my homework is not yet finished! zz!